Make love not war!

Lucka (Czech Republic):
I like the idea of the seminar to let us get know about leading by practising ourselves. Before this seminar i was a lot afraid that i'm too shy to stand in front of the people, i thought that role of leader will never suit to me. Now i feel to be more prepared for dealing with people and much more capable to cope with challenges. I have also found out in what I'm pretty good and i'm a lot proud of myself. At the same time i'm aware of weakness but it's a challenge for future to improve it:-)
All the facilitator especially Per and Sanne, 77 participant, everytime smiling food providing personal make me feel like on a brilliant amusing hippie party 'just love not war', everybody is treateing the others with love, respect and tolerance. I'm afraid to return into a serious life.
And what's the most important i'll miss Sanne very much. She's so warm and cheering person that i feel like having a fresh sunbath. It is pretty difficult to plan how to speak with her eye to eye and how to be closer to her. At the beginning i pretend to have an injury with my foot, so she was really taking care about me, she was hugging me, stroking me.... Now I'm a bit sad: today i used mascara and bright red lipstick to be more attractive for he but she didn't noticed it and rather had eye-contact with Henrik. I should have known that Sanne doesn't like red colour at all:-(